Deviation Actions
*big sigh*Today couldn't be considered a good day for me.Which is why I'm going to complain about it in this journal page....
I got no one to talk to,and my family is not an opnion...so here we go:
Almost everyday I got to take my little brother to school because there usually isn't anyone to do so.And even when my father is free he won't do it because I'll do it.....Still,when my mother is free she would do it.
But there's also no one that can take him from school,so we leave him at a program called 'after'school'.When I finish my classes I have to take him home with me...
But he didn't want me to take him home,saying that he wants to go home alone...And of course that didn't happen because he has Aspergers for Christ's sake,we can't trust him to go home by himself.
All the way home he had me running after him(and I have an monster muscular fever since Monday from sport class).
I caught him only once by his hand but then he started crying and struggling and I couldn't keep his hand because I got some food in my other hand...
And then he started running AGAIN and me after him with an goddamn heavy schoolbag on my back food in one hand and with in-pain legs.
I couldn't catch him......he kept on running(passed our home) and I lost him between the cars and people.I couldn't run and barely walk anymore so I went home thinking that I sould let my schoolback and food home and call mom so she can help me search for him(I knew she should be on her way home).WHY?!BECAUSE I DON'T GOT AN MOTHERFUKING PHONE!BUT THEN I GOT THE 'NICE' SURPRISE DO HEAR THAT MOM WASN'T IN HER MOTHERFUKING WAY HOME!AND THEN SHE CALLED FATHER AND HE CALLED ME SAYING THAT I SHOULD KEEP ON LOOKING FOR HIM.
ME AND MY BIGGER BROTHER FOUND NOTHING SO MOM HAD TO CALL THE GODDAMN POLICE SO THEY CAN FIND HIM 2 HOURS LATER!
And...mom was crying after him and that made me feel bad.THAT MADE ME FEEL BAD!BECAUSE I DIDN'T GIVE A FUCK I LOST THAT STUPID-RETARDED-SHIT FOR BRAINS LITTLE BROTHER THAT I HAVE!I've always resented him!ALWAYS!
And I won't bother saying why.Because I'll get much angrier than I'm now and I'm not allowed to get angry\stressed.
And then I got some insults from my father(not in my face) that annoyed the fuck out of me.So I went to sleep to wake up 4 hours later...
I shouted at my mom,my brother and father.I was THAT ANGRY!
*sigh*I'm sorry for the rage-journal,I may take it down tomorrow...
Awesome books that need to be read!
FNAF 2 +Christmas song=Whut?
Epic music~*chorus in the background*
I HAD TO do thisXD
But yea I know how it feels. Me and a friend walked a dog at the country side so it's really hard to find things. So the dog ran away after some deers. We got angry and almost cried walking back home with the biggest clump in our belly. When we were at a lake we thought the dog had drowned. so I told her that we should go back. Guess what? I saw the dog come running but Melina my friend thought it was something black. Then the dog came up to us. Jesus Christ I was angry at her...